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Tuesday, April 08, 2008 yet another office alone entry..yeah hunks & babes, gays 'n lesbians, boys & gals, ladies and gentlemen.. im back..in the office again.well, at least this is better than no entries in this half-forsaken blog huh? come to think of it, maybe night shift isnt that bad, after all. at least i get to blog lah~ =] dunno why, feel extra sleepy today before i left for work, and after i started work, when i've been napping most of my day away. dont really get such luxury often ya know? luxury..is enuff sleep. and an unlimited supply of fresh sashimi =D~ actually had been feeling kinda lost in the afternoon la. cos i jus realised that, me too, am looking forward to almost nothing in the future. the near future. life now is all about work in a place with future i cannot see, work (again), with off-days spent being constantly in stand-by mode, for a reason which i cannot even be sure of myself. scared, cos i really dunno what will be the ultimate outcome in the future. but then again, who does? i no longer ask for assurances. i no longer get affected by events that might just affect my ideal outcome. i no longer stubbornly hold onto anything which i had committed so much into..but, why? i think, i need to ask myself again this basic question, of "what i really want". maybe all along i had the answer, just that i overlooked accidentally, or stubbornly refused to believe it. oh well. i should just quit buggin' my already fatigued pea-brain like this. anyway, decision's not mine to begin with. no point wasting precious brain juice on it. i should just allow nature to take its course. cos i believe in strong faith, that 勉强是不会有幸福的，委曲求全也没有用。 been looking at banking products recently. not that i have alot invest/save to begin with, but i guess, getting attracted by such things might just trigger my childhood habit of savings once again. i know i can. still can easily recall how f*#k-happy i am when i used to save like $2.50 per week in P2. and when i've finally saved like 15-16 bucks, how i headed ecstatically down to that shop and handed the handkerchief-wrapped mess of coins to the nice auntie who agreed to sell it to me below the intended selling price. it was that Warioland classic gameboy cartridge. memories.. wait. do i still have that in my possesion? i sure hope i do! sh!t. time to do some diggin' liao!! okok, back to savings. see? if i can save $2.50 per week when my mom gives me like 80c per day just to go school, why cant i keep like 25% (approx. $400. do the reverse maths urself. ) out of the already measely wages i get every month? someone once told me that, in order to be financially safe, should have at least 6mths worth of income liquid (ya, do the maths again. not bad huh, reading my blog still can do some mental stretchin =] ) just in case to tide over any financial disaster that might just come my way without warning. *gulp* 6 mths! if that's indeed true, i should really offer incense or thank my lucky stars somehow; i barely managed even 1 mth's worth the past 1 yr! to think im even better off during NS than what i am now! =( its high time to start liao.. im no longer young =( better late than never! anyway, everybody's gotta start somewhere, agree? tears with-held, longin' for a egg-hug at an hr like this. just me in the 4th month of AD2008. |
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