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Wednesday, February 20, 2008 back!hi boys 'n gals.. im back! blogging, that is! :Pok lah.. days recently, after the pink season, had been bleak. really. life now, at least to me, is about eat, sleep, work, fix pc, eat and sleep again. hardly do i have time to catch up on even myself, let alone my frens. im not sure if im alone feeling this way. seriously, i feel that, if i don pamper myself from time to time deservingly, i will feel depressed. its like, u work so hard, and getting nothing in return? this is what i feel these days.. one of the reasons why i don blog cos, if i were to blog in this kinda mood, u most prolly will be reading depressing posts. im feeling abit better now. left with 1 last pc project. okay, actually 3. but the other 2 i haven really been assigned, so.. just wait lor. anyway, they no hurry, then i also no hurry lor.. luckily too, that work these days have changed to that of a slower pace. at least i don feel stressed at work, and since im spending 9 hrs in office 5 days a week.. i guess thats pretty important, huh? oh, btw what is the biggest ang pow u have gotten this CNY? heh.. i know this question seems kinda off-topic, but just recently, a friend's mom gave me ang pow when i was visiting to fix pc.. and guess what! she actually gave me a red packet bigger than what my dad gave. geez.. how should i be feeling? hmm.. for once in weeks that came, so many things clouded across my head this morning. cos usually, im so tired/sleepy in the mornings to even think of breakfast, let alone other matters. a quick glance back, i realised that im just like a wasted piece of trash. working so long, so hard, and getting paid peanuts, appreciated not even.. no wonder im feeling so depressed these days. but at least i don sigh as much liao =] the few things i look forward to everyday at 6pm when i leave office.. is to shut my mind thankfully.. be in my own world comfortably, sweetly with her.. expend some brain juice on my precious new DS.. have something decent and healthy for dinner.. not think of anything for the night.. .. and close my eyes. all these before i wait for dawn to arrive. the cycle then repeats.. again. =( argh. what a life. |
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