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Monday, September 17, 2007 令人讨厌的家伙…？我…真地会那么令人讨厌吗？and to think i rushed a cab down from YCK to Eunos, only to realise i have less than 10 buckeroos in my pocket. then i told the unker to drive me to a nearby ATM machine. it was 12bucks if i paid cash there and then. 16, after i got the cash. wtf. no one particularly appreciated my presence. no one bothered to even strike up a conversation with me. its as if 我就是个不速之客，unwelcomed. i asked if im joining the right group. i asked where the gents was. i asked if i could join in. i asked what time they started, and when it'll end. i asked what her name was. i asked where to take the bus. i asked how much it had been to book the court. i asked and i asked. but no one asked me anything. from the way he played, i can tell things which others might not have noticed. but i smiled on and played on. its been so long since i last played.. smashes felt like fly-swattin', missed drop-shots, and mis-judgement of the shuttle landing. kao. no one even invited me along for supper afterwards. i was like, left there standing alone. wtf? is if i knew they were gonna behave so closely, i wouldn't have bothered to rush from work. oh stupid me, why did i listen to jojo and hopped onto the cab at all?? and on top of all these, i have to be polite and excuse myself from all the hostility. there's this strong gut feeling that i'll never hve the chance to join in another game with them, that was why i insisted on paying my share of the court. their refusal actually made me feel worse with, or without their knowing it. whatever. im too tired to think on. i think im simply too detestable 啦. |
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