Let's talk about Life over Coffee...
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Let's talk about Life over Coffee... |
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Monday, July 30, 2007 feelin' black in a blue Mondayi woke up with a blocked nose. the morning was cold.. still, i scrambled outta bed, grabbed my towel and headed to the washroom to bath.. cos i forgot to bath last night! =Pi really dont feel like leaving house. that very feeling of deja vu returned.. i got this last tue before i visited Dr Chong for the measely half day MC. and boy, was i spot-on! good thing i grabbed a racklet of panadol for cold relief before i left house, otherwise, think i'd most prolly die in office? :S i was on-time today, nothing special, but i have yet time for breakfast. the usual me would forgo breakfast and hurry up to C5, mayb pamper myself with a cuppa afterwards at about 10am when work ceased slightly.. but not today. funny why i got this feeling of non-urgency. its as if 我根本不把Thomas and CC 放在眼里... but no la. i really felt sick. really. i have a strong gut-feeling that, if i skipped breakfast, or even have it slightly later, i'd be on my way once again before lunch to visit Dr Chong =\ i reached office 10mins later, after grabbin a couple of buns from B6. i had but 1 bun and a quick sip of cereal.. before lunch. and amazing, i did not feel hungry during lunchtime. 1st timer! nothing to be proud of, since i have to go at 1pm, hungry or not. sigh~ lunch alone again. i really hate lunch alone, esp outside. but what to do? really felt like going home there and then. really. i even felt like throwing the towel. ever since day 1 i embarked on my chapter as consultant officially, i never had the luxury of time enuff to consider a "break". am i gonna slog it out for the next dunno-how-many-yrs of my life? how long can i pull this thru? do i really want to waste it away like this? i cant bear the thought of being stuck in such a stuck-up position for long... and so, i broke the thought-bubble. cos i know, the more i think, the more negative im gonna get. not very productive, right? all in my mind i kept thinking of the audition tonight. how nice it'd be to be to be free from the rat race! *p0of* smashed the fantasy bubble myself again. seriously speaking, the interview tmr should be the one i look forward to. being a model i took the decision to go for the interview 3 hrs before sigh.. im thinking negatively. been avoiding such thoughts for past 4 mths already.. but i guess an indulgence once in a blue moon (is there even 1 in 4mths?? o. O) is acceptable ba..? tuesday soon. i should 认真工作了. there might not be much time left with these nice peepz already. and the cute callers. and the girl-next-door.. i'll miss you guys. |
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