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Saturday, April 21, 2007 beeractually i don like beer. especially barons' extra. heineken's special included. i don like spirits too. esp vodka w/green tea. occasionally, some red wine would be momma mia!, but its not compulsory nor regulatory. drinks are like dessert, a bonus if have, wont be bothered too, if otherwise.which of the above, i consume only when i don like it. and i don DRINK it. i DUNK it down my poor throat. maybe thats what they mean by "bottling your feelings". u trade whatever's inside the bottle for whatever u dont wanna keep inside ;) but i kinda like the highness that follows. for the drinks are my ticket to this temporary escapade into Wolliland. even though i hate hangovers and vomitting. like me, even my body doesnt like the feeling of rejection. alcohol-rejection. most of the time, we don't even know what we really want. perhaps we were only lonely. humans are born with a natural half. the other half, u have to find yourself. and its like, one outta 120billion ppl world-wide. ok lah, don think so far. 1 outta 4million would be a good estimate. if ur muslim, perhaps 4 outta 4million ;) i always envy ppl who are happy with what the other half they found. i envy my team lead. i always respect ppl who are happy with the half they already have. i envy 姑妈。 some ppl spend a LIFETIME exploring options. and there are some who, dont even bother to find =] not finding it, doesn't mean u fail the test. and it definitely does not mean u do not need it. carry on and don give up. having found it, doesnt not mean you are complete. it means u have made a decision. u need not search anymore, so stop exploring for options. explore for solutions. i wanna go mountain-climbing someday. that mountain must be at least higher than the lowest cloud. i'll look at the world from above the clouds, with my eyes shut. enjoy freedom without alcohol ;) |
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