Let's talk about Life over Coffee...
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Let's talk about Life over Coffee... |
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Friday, March 23, 2007 cheap ktv :Dktv, 3hrs for $20, shared by however much ppl there are in the room. flat charge, no snack charge, no compulsory drink or facial wipe charge. just pure throat bliss (or risk?) for 3 high hrs. is there anywhere else cheaper than this rate?fixed boss' hd. nothing spectecular also.. dinner @ E.Blackboard sucks. ordered roasted salmon, gave us cheese-baked salmon instead. mushroom soup was nice. at least its not made from those can-type, powdery soup base.. came home and read blogs after 1am. was quite disturbed after the blog-reading session.. but i know i shouldn't be. 人家高兴，管我屁事啊。 i should even feel happy for the person! or perhaps im thinking too much. i always think too much in the night. i should switch off my brain at 10pm every night.. but why say we can still be friends, but don give me that kind of feelings friends should have? friends don lie to each other. friends care for each other. friends don kill each other. sigh.. i really, really need time to myself, to really sort things out once and for all. mayb i can come to a conclusion. mayb i'll just find the solution. mayb i'll snap out of it. mayb i'll emerge a better man? mayb not. mayb i would be happier. mayb she'll be happier too. maybe.. maybe.. maybe i should go into exile for a week. let no one find me. let no one talk to me cept me and myself. i know im a failure, and im at life's lowest pt, the lowest anyone can possibly go to in singapore. but why do i deserve failure in such a devastating level, and such an age, and such a time? no money, no honey, no career, no love.. nothing! all in march 2007!! yah, im nothing. im so fuckin sure, even if i leave just like this, nothing changes. nothing will be affected. perhaps my parents will lament at their loss of a contributing final-expense shareholder. but that should be all. but i'll be responsible. will inform parents, and i'll clear my last 2 apptments with tiffany and jarrod before i go into exile. and pls don call the police. i wont be drinking, i assure u. and i wont do amazing things like scenes from the movie, superman, and glide down from raffles hotel, or swim like The Rock at the esplanade river(uh.. is he a swimmer? non-swimmer nvm, at least stay afloat la). mayb u can catch me in parks or the beach. if u ever find me, that is. sorry folks, indulgence garden is closed till further notice. sorry to disappoint.. do check back in due time for juicier updates. if u still rembr this place after a week, that is. or if this place don get deleted (does blog accounts get deleted after a certain period of inactivity??) TOTD: whoever fuckin said that you should put in ur everything in whatever u do? |
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