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Sunday, March 11, 2007 孤枕难眠又是夜深人静的时候。。我好累，但奇怪的是，我睡不着。满脑子里想着那些美好的回忆。难道这一切，你就能够轻易地把它给忘了吗？难道你就不再眷恋着吗？ 人，是犯贱的。i thanked god in the past for the simple fact that i found u. now i wish i never met u. i think i think too much. simple things like what she wears, i do take strong notice. doubt she even care if im wearing underwear as socks. did a small experiment today. wonder when she'll notice whatever's missing from her room. will she find out ever? nah, thats nt the main issue. will she even care at all? think not. things like "im not care-giving machine" and “你自己无聊管我屁事啊？” 她都说得出口。still rembr how heart-broken i felt when she said those words. doesnt she care about my feelings at all? 可见我在她眼里是多么的微不足道。no wonder she seems to be able to forget those memories i treasured so dearly at a simple snap of a finger (alright, perhaps 2. u cant snap with 1 finger, anyway) 好想痛痛快快的大哭一场，希望就此把这一切都给忘得一干二净。但哭又哭不出来。总觉得心灵就少了些什么似的。但就不知从哪开始找寻。 好空虚， 好彷徨。好害怕。难道这就是他们所称为withdrawal symptoms吗？ 还是搞不懂：为什么她们总是如此轻易地把一切都抛在脑后头呢？你们真得这么忍心，残酷的忘了这一切吗？难道那一切我刻苦铭心珍惜的，你们都不珍惜吗？ 我不想再用5年的时间才能把这一切store在archive里。我已经没时间了。 oyasumi..! |
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